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I found out some interesting things about myself.

I hate changes, first off. They happen much too fast in my opinion. My best friend is getting married, another one is, and I can't talk to them on Facebook because I don't like it.

Second, I love my friends but I hate that I can't talk to them without going into a screen or video chat with them. I want to talk to them face to face, like people should. And I hate the fact my closest friends are hours away from me and I can't do anything about it that'll ruin my family financially.

And third: I have a strong moral compass when it comes to people with problems. When someone says they'll about to kill themselves I go into this traumatic state like it was my closest friend that died before my eyes. This feeling of powerlessness effects me the most because I want to be the person that saves a life whenever I can. But when it's something beyond my control and I can't do anything about it, I can only sit back, sulk about it and suffer for god knows how long. I really hate that last part because I care about life no matter who it belongs to! And if someone wishes to kill themselves then I will be left with a burden that could only be described as loosing the best friend I have never known about. And I feel tormented about being powerless to stop this...

This is the only time I wish I was a cold heartless person that everyone hates because I don't want to feel that pain. Ever! I hate it and hate myself because of it! I just....WISH! I could have some power to help people: give them a home, a chance of meeting with a friend they don't know yet, anything and everything!

Thank you all for taking the time to read this. Hopefully I'll bring myself to be on Facebook more often.
Have a good night.
I really hate myself.
I found out some interesting things about myself.

I hate changes, first off. They happen much too fast in my opinion. My best friend is getting married, another one is, and I can't talk to them on Facebook because I don't like it.

Second, I love my friends but I hate that I can't talk to them without going into a screen or video chat with them. I want to talk to them face to face, like people should. And I hate the fact my closest friends are hours away from me and I can't do anything about it that'll ruin my family financially.

And third: I have a strong moral compass when it comes to people with problems. When someone says they'll about to kill themselves I go into this traumatic state like it was my closest friend that died before my eyes. This feeling of powerlessness effects me the most because I want to be the person that saves a life whenever I can. But when it's something beyond my control and I can't do anything about it, I can only sit back, sulk about it and suffer for god knows how long. I really hate that last part because I care about life no matter who it belongs to! And if someone wishes to kill themselves then I will be left with a burden that could only be described as loosing the best friend I have never known about. And I feel tormented about being powerless to stop this...

This is the only time I wish I was a cold heartless person that everyone hates because I don't want to feel that pain. Ever! I hate it and hate myself because of it! I just....WISH! I could have some power to help people: give them a home, a chance of meeting with a friend they don't know yet, anything and everything!

Thank you all for taking the time to read this. Hopefully I'll bring myself to be on Facebook more often.
Have a good night.
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BLOODBORNE STREAM!
Again, the streams are back. Come join as I scream at the tv! 83

Link is here: www.twitch.tv/workman2314/

Character doppelgänger is :iconRoyal~Sayber:

Art is :iconhaychel:

The usage of this artwork is given to me by the person whom commissioned it. It is perfectly fine for me to use it as long as I give him credit along with the artist in question.
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THE IRON BANNER! by SympathyBMW
THE IRON BANNER!
As usual, this is just a gaming stream. Come and watch at your own risk. This is the Iron banner!! This time it's on medium settings. ._.

Artwork by :iconhaychel:

Permission by Royal~Saber

Image is copyright of owner. I only use this image to show what game I am playing.

Stream at www.twitch.tv/workman2314
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BLOODBORNE
As usual, this is just a gaming stream. Come and watch at your own risk. This is Bloodborne! This time it's on medium settings. ._.

Artwork by :iconhaychel:

Permission by Royal~Saber

Stream at www.twitch.tv/workman2314
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I found out some interesting things about myself.

I hate changes, first off. They happen much too fast in my opinion. My best friend is getting married, another one is, and I can't talk to them on Facebook because I don't like it.

Second, I love my friends but I hate that I can't talk to them without going into a screen or video chat with them. I want to talk to them face to face, like people should. And I hate the fact my closest friends are hours away from me and I can't do anything about it that'll ruin my family financially.

And third: I have a strong moral compass when it comes to people with problems. When someone says they'll about to kill themselves I go into this traumatic state like it was my closest friend that died before my eyes. This feeling of powerlessness effects me the most because I want to be the person that saves a life whenever I can. But when it's something beyond my control and I can't do anything about it, I can only sit back, sulk about it and suffer for god knows how long. I really hate that last part because I care about life no matter who it belongs to! And if someone wishes to kill themselves then I will be left with a burden that could only be described as loosing the best friend I have never known about. And I feel tormented about being powerless to stop this...

This is the only time I wish I was a cold heartless person that everyone hates because I don't want to feel that pain. Ever! I hate it and hate myself because of it! I just....WISH! I could have some power to help people: give them a home, a chance of meeting with a friend they don't know yet, anything and everything!

Thank you all for taking the time to read this. Hopefully I'll bring myself to be on Facebook more often.
Have a good night.

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ScarheartPics Featured By Owner May 12, 2015  Student Traditional Artist
Happy Birthday! :3
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battlestoriesfan Featured By Owner May 12, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Happy birthday!
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DarkAmphy Featured By Owner May 12, 2015
Happy birthday, I hope that you enjoyed this special day with your friends and family. Eat a lot of cake and receive a lot of presents
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HotCheerios Featured By Owner May 12, 2015
Happy Birthday, Brett! >3< :dummy:
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Deviant-Soulmates Featured By Owner May 12, 2015  Student Digital Artist
happy birthday! Hope you have a good day, and hope your birthday goes good. I know college is getting stressful for you, but I know that it will get easier down the line, especially after finals. Keep working hard, and have fun today. Llama Emoji-39 (Eager) [V2] 
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Meylek Featured By Owner May 12, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Happy Birthday, ol' pal!
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SpiritDragonTano Featured By Owner May 8, 2015  Student General Artist
Hey x3
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masterlevan1 Featured By Owner Apr 23, 2015  Student Writer
Heya Brett ^^, it's been a while.
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SpiritDragonTano Featured By Owner Apr 15, 2015  Student General Artist
I was playing with Mewtwo in Smash and was reminded of you actually :D
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SpiritDragonTano Featured By Owner Mar 30, 2015  Student General Artist
Hello my friend ^_^

Been a long time since we talked.
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